when we were younger, my sister and i sometimes used to play board games. that sounds cute and all, but things never ended well. i vividly remember the feeling of getting so frustrated about losing that i would just HAVE to throw the whole board or at least shove everything off of it. i had to! i would have imploded or something if i didn’t.
and THAT is how i feel about my stupid cells right now. i came into lab feeling all hopeful, and was greeted by some more crappy, inconsistent, data that i DO NOT DESERVE. i don’t even care if results don’t turn out the way i want them to; i’ve gotten past the idea that this is ever going to happen. but for the love of god, why the inconsistency? why the giant error bars? WHY IS THIS SO HARD?
i would throw the scintillation counter across the room, but it’s too heavy. and radioactive.
argh.
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i saw matisyahu in concert last night. he’s a hasidic jewish reggae singer who is all the rage right now. it was weird, but good.
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