all in one half-day clinic! seriously, i’m itching right now just thinking about these things.
the good news is that despite the ickiness factor, i actually did have a great afternoon seeing patients yesterday. i feel like i really connected with several teenagers, and admittedly there is something satisfying about treating the above conditions, because they are easy to diagnose and you get to feel like a hero with a 30-second prescription.
and don’t worry, i wore gloves.
apparently with my current schedule there simply are not enough hours for me to do everything i want to do without completely killing myself. this is frustrating, but what can i do about it? specifically, yesterday i finished clinic at 6:45 and got home at 7:15 pm (which wouldn’t be so bad, but i have to be at work well before 6 and i am on call again today!). at the point, running seemed like it would be more self-destructive than healthy. and that hurts! i read people’s blogs about hardcore training schedules and remember how wonderful it felt just last month when i was able to run before work. i completely have the desire (and for once i’m not injured!) but i do not have the time. it is temporary, but it still makes me a little sad.
call #5/8 today
at least after this one i’ll be over the hump.
reading: almost out of spite, i have stopped attempting to do NICU stuff outside of the NICU. sorry, but when i can’t even fit in a run, i don’t feel like i can spare any of the few hours i have left to read about the babies i take care of all day. i guess i will just learn by doing. maybe if there’s some down time on call tonight . . .