I have a lot of “DON’T FEEL LIKE IT” energy right now. Like truly, I don’t feel like it. “It” being . . . basically everything. When I reflect on that, I recognize it’s…
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On the positive side: G is better! After a rough night, she was completely fine alllllll day yesterday. Thus far, there does not seem to be spread beyond the two of us. So that…
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Mind Yesterday was re-entry after a week off. I would not say it went well. Reasons: I did not get adequate sleep the prior 2 nights (in part due to anxiety about re-entry. #%(*$(@)…
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Guilt about privilege. Guilt about working. Guilt about not working hard enough. Guilt about sending the kids to school. Guilt about having in home care. Guilt about finding it all painful anyway. Guilt about…
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Yesterday was pretty terrible. My schedule was jammed with patients (mostly tele, some not) and for reasons that are not entirely blog appropriate, the day just felt overwhelmingly difficult. My office is tiny and…
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Thanksgiving week. I am trying (and somewhat failing) to get excited. For better or for worse, we have a lot of family events planned. I have 2 days of work this week, and then…
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Thus far, I have read 32 books in 2019. However, since the end of September, I have only read two (and one was out of obligation, for the Residency Book Club). I am not…
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Just popping in with my monthly “losing my (#$&@” post. I am going to admit it: I feel overwhelmed right now. With work projects, kid things, just all the things. I feel unhappy about…
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I hate everyone and everything. = my internal theme for yesterday. Things that made me irrationally angry and/or sad over the past 24 hours: C’s homework. Just its very existence and the fact that…
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I allowed myself to full on wallow about our current situation yesterday. (Childcare uncertainty, our (#&@ house which is still for sale, early-waking-toddler-woes, overtired camper woes, etc). I truly could not concentrate on work…