(If someone else experiencing struggles with low moods is not for you right now, please skip this post!) Trying to fight anhedonia Anhedonia = inability to feel pleasure, and right now I feel like…
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Reading / TV collision moment: I cracked up while watching White Lotus when I recognized the book Saxon was holding — it was When Things Fall Apart (the same book I am reading right…
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As always, your comments yesterday were gold (and compassionate gold at that). Thank you. I read them all but I am going to read them all again. I am still reflecting on the subject…
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Well, March is over. On March 1st, I happily watched a gymnastics meet and refreshed my weather app, excited that I would get to race a half marathon in decent weather for once. I…
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1- Back to work launch = ✅. Yesterday went better than Tuesday. Was it perfect? No. I feel my frustration tolerance is . . . low. I also struggle noticing palpitations at times during…
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G’s Day G’s “Mommy Day” (defined in our house as a day you get 1:1 with me and basically get to do whatever you want; frequency is approximately once/year) was slated for March 26…
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(It feels nice + normal to be posting from the gym, I have to say! G moved to an earlier class (graduated to intermediate) which would have been problematic with my long run schedule…
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1- Vicarious travel! Kae is in the UK, and Elisabeth just returned form Paris. BOTH of their posts have me so looking forward to international travel with the kids someday. We’ve done lots of…
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After I hit “publish” yesterday and decided not to do anything more of substance, I ended up in an enormous funk. I need to admit this lest anyone think I am happily zenning my…
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Limbo Season As Brooke S. aptly put it yesterday in the comments, this is Limbo Time. I think it’s probably best to just make peace with things being a bit loose and indefinite for…